Testing Thoughts Paragraph

      I feel scared about taking the California High School Exit Exam (CAHSEE). I feel scared because most students speak of it like it's the hardest test ever but other students talk about it like it's so easy. Half of the teachers make us prep for it like its a hard test but the other half of the teachers don't. It kinda confuses me because half of the teacher and students say it's hard but the other half say it's not so I gotta find out which category I am. 
   I know that I have to prep myself to take the test because I don't want to walk in not knowing what to do. I am prepping myself on English because our teacher is helping us write essays and is also helping us how to begin one and what do to, for example before writing an essay you can do concept map to get your ideas. My math teacher is helping us how to prep for the CAHSEE because he is going over on how to do it he is also teaching us the steps.
      I am a little concerned that I will not know what to do and will get stuck and fail. I am also scared that if I don't pass it I will stay behind a year. I am also concerned that I might get distracted because there will be other students who most likely will be talking. Another thing I am concerned about is not knowing how to do the math part because I am not good at math.
      I am confident that I am going to pass the English part because I am very good at English. I am also confident that I will pass the essay part in the CAHSEE because I am practicing and I am getting better at it. Another thing I am confident about is passing the math part because I have been studying the step on how to do specific problems even if I'm not good in math at all.
      When I see my CAHSEE scores, I hope I feel excited because I would feel like I accomplished my goal. I would also feel happy because I would know that I wouldn't have to re-take it. I would hope not to feel sad because I would feel like I failed at something important when I knew I should have passed it. I would also feel like I wasn't good enough because I failed something very important.